Sitting at the coffee table in the dimly lit cafe, Anna hunched down her face staring straight ahead into the coffee mug her hands clenched in her lap, her face burning with shame and tears streaming down her face. She was clearly a mess. Her plight moved me as I moved over to her side of the booth and she moved to give me some space to be closer to her.
She wouldn’t look at me, but I could feel that she was comforted by the gentle touch of my hand on hers, one woman to another. I felt her body relax a little as she let her guard down further. “I didn’t think meeting you would end like this. I thought that Jim’s behaviour in speaking with you was proof that he didn’t love me and that the marriage was over,” she said between gentle sobs, “you must think I’m a complete nutcase! Of course Jim doesn’t want me anymore after the way I’ve treated him….. It’s just, that ..” she paused for what seemed like 2 full minutes, but I kept my silence, and just gently stroked her hand, and then as she permitted it, the small of her back…. “I was so ashamed of how I was feeling, and that instead of wanting him, I wanted the touch of a woman.”
“Oh, Honey,” I said, “you liking watching girl-on-girl porn is how millions of women like to get off, it doesn’t mean you’re a lesbian.” I told her that especially when things between husbands and wives get rocky, fantasy sometimes makes us want to escape from addressing the realities that we need to deal with. Finding such an effective escape sometimes leads to a bit of a temporary obsession, but it didn’t mean her actual sexual orientation had changed overnight.
She finally looked up at me with those captivating innocent eyes, wet with tears… “really?” she asked. I reassured her that women’s porn is often more sensual because women are. Men often like looking at rough sex but it doesn’t mean they want to do that with their wives. I explained that sexuality and sexual response are weirdly complex things that encompass all sorts of psychological stuff that comes out in sexual expression either alone or with a partner.
As an escort, we often feel very attracted to our clients but we are very good at keeping them separate from our business, but we are human too. I could see the genuine need in her eyes to explore sexual touch with another woman to put her fears to bed. I said to her that as she’d already paid me for a few hours of my time then maybe we could fool around a little to put her curiosity at bay.
Her curiosity and lack of physical touch for many long months propelled her to agree, after a slight hesitation. She said she didn’t feel she could be the one to ‘do anything’ to me. I told her not to worry and she was really in the hands of a professional. We booked into a nearby motel, put on the TV, had a couple of wines and, touched her so very softly all over her body. She really was hungry for touch. After a long time just caressing her neck, her lips, her ears, the sides of her torso, I asked her if she’d like me to caress her beautiful breasts... she just murmured and nodded.. We were still clothed at this stage and I traced my fingertips along the outline of her bra under her T-shirt as she started to squirm and I began grazing her nipples.
I told her that maybe she would like to play with herself as I continue to gently caress her with my lips and fingers and that if she wanted to know how it feels for a woman to go down on her, then I was certainly happy to do that as she really was so very beautiful and receptive…
Without any more details, I was able to assure her that what she wanted at the end of the day was her husband to start making love to her again. She was able to realise that her sexuality was fluid and that pleasure doesn’t have to be put into a box with a label. She felt like a desirable woman again and in fact Jim and Anna booked another time with me so he could also enjoy the visual and sensual beauty of watching two women together..
So I was very pleased that I was able to help Anna and Jim restore their deep passion and love for each other, via my touch.
*names changed to protect anonymity.
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